okie pokie. so here's the deal. you said i can't talk to you about my problems. you said that a blog would burn down this barrier between us. will it? i do not see how? i only wish that you would move on. there's someone out there more suited for you. there is. i know that you know it too. baby, we're just mortals and the only chance that we have at happiness is to believe. to hope. dare to dream. i just wish you would. i really do. that, my dear, is how we can remove the barrier between us. just don't go hurting people like you did to sandra.
TODAY: it was raining. there were no cabs. i died! had to take the bus. was damn late. walked into class. mrs pillai is so blur. lol. she didn't even see me waltz into class. haha. and when daddy picked me up, i got shouted at for not taking the cab. damn. damn YOU. not daddy. but YOU-KNOW-WHO. he thinks that if hes late, i should go first. but the whole world knows that if we don't meet in the morning, we never will. because he's ashamed of me. he is. because i'm not good looking enough. because i'm not thin enough. because i'm not like the other girlfriends that his friends have. its so sad. its more than sad. its heartbreaking. i'll just go cry now. and hope for the best.
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