life is a fuckface

its been a while huh? all this anger locked up in me... i had to let it out.
it just makes it worse seeing him everyday.. it just reminds me of what i could
have... why dont i have it? fucking freeloader. i cant stand the way he pretends to care but actually doesnt.. he just wants me to think that he cares so that he gets a free cab ride every morning. ass hole.. do i really look that stupid? and i have a giant bruise on my back... thanks shawn!:)my life is a lie. my life is a lie. my life is a lie. lies make me me. its who i am and who i choose to be. im never letting anyone in ever again. unless its you. only you can unlock me. cuz strangely i feel that you and i actually have a connection. how odd. and yet i cant help but hate her. even though she doesnt know what she's done. or maybe she does. either way... i want to kill her. ohhh. and spineless chloe backed out of beating him up.. she cant bring herself to see him hurt. even though he's hurt her through and through.

I feel it eating in me, while you still drown me.
And cross the line over and over again.
It's all around me, now I'm here cause of you.


Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.


Tired of hating myself; I can't let me cross the line for him.
I'm not me when I dream, there's someone else in me.
That I fear cause of you.


Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.


I'm not me when I dream; I'm not me when I dream, anymore.
Because of you.
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.